Sunday, quite a boring Sunday. I'm like spending the whole day at home. But, that's pretty alright and that's because I spend most of my days of the week at work and out with boyfriend only on Sat. On friday, I was supposed to go to Boon lay to meet boyfriend for dinner for a lil' while and then he had to go back to camp and me-home . Considering it quite rush to travel all the way to Boon lay and later when i get back home, my mother would scold me for staying out late, turn down the thought. But he then told me that some officer just informed him that he could go home and be back on a sunday morning. I was real infuriated not with boyfriend but with the officer for being so fickle-minded, which will indirectly spoil my plans. PUFFS. But my sweet boyfriend made the effort to come all the way down from boon lay to boon keng just to see me. Not to forget, that he was carrying his heavy Bag. I must reward him next week with some goodies. Saturday, HAD to work. Dumb-asssss. I 've informed my supervisor that i wanted Sat off, but in the end had to still work. Maybe he should get a hearing-aid or something. I dragged myself out of bed at 7.30am and supposedly reach habourfront at 8am which was impossible, knowing that i was late, I just took my own sweet time.

Woo, i reach my workplace at 8.15am , super late. So how, lynnete was so smart.She acted that she forgotten to tap her card. Then I told them i had something on in the afternoon and so i left at 3pm. At least I can spend more time with my dear boyfriend but i didn't know whether boyfriend know whether i treasure the time i spend with him.=/

I was at the cashier so had to meet different customers everyday and my slogan was,'' Welcome''



Then suddenly , a guy who had a crew-cut, tall, dark, toned, broad shoulders , wearing the mugger specs,stood in front of me. I bet you can guess who is that guy. You are right. That is Mr boyfriend. He is just a sweet little boy who always come to see me at my workplace even though i discourage him from doing so. Some of my female colleages say that he's so strong. I'm so proud of my darling. I seriously start to detest some of the more senior colleages down there. They think that they being more experienced means they would have the authority to bully the juniors. If he dares to sell his seniority to me, I will tell him right in the face'' I'm not a push-over''. Well, i surely did.



HE: Why didn't you wear white shoes?

Me: My shoes have not dry yet cos it rained yesterday but i'll put on the right foot-wear tmr.

He: Don't always give excuses for yourself, learn from your mistakes

Me: I've already said, I will wear the right ones tmr k

He:Don't make things difficult for me

Me: FINE(YELLED) , tmr that is and if i don't , you can fine me $100.



I didn't care much though i was junior and he was senior. I was just trying to be reasonable. He is just a malaysian working on singapore ground.Well, abide to OUR singaporean rules. One thing that he should know, don't push my limits or he will know.I know his name and that is Sim Yit hong. You listen to this name and you can know how irritating this person can be. At first when i first came to work, i thought he was a nice person who looks after his juniors and much different from other malaysian workers in singapore. But reality denies this fact. He gossips behinds people's back and he is a hypocrite. On one side saying how bad the supervisor, then when face-to-face with him, he smiles at the other guy. Yikes!!!!He can surely go eat vomit.
Well, listen to this name NG PENG HAN. Doesn't this guy feel like a good guy and he truly is. In the first place, i shouldn't even compare my boyfriend with that SLUG / WORM( is there any other APT word to use). On a scale , if i rate that worm as 1, my boyfriend is 10000000000000000000000000000000000000. PUFFS. Shouldn't even let such people affect my mood as what my darling always say to me. Heh=) Now i'm missing boyfwen.
I actually complained to boyfriend about the idiotic-slug and he told me that if i feel unhappy working there, then quit my job and he will take care of me. Well, i know darling just said that for fun, but those mere words will suffice because i know that his meagre army salary of 400 nett is not enough to last us a month. So, boyfriend and me is an economical couple.



Yesterday's outing( both of us)

Lunch- ate yong tau foo ($4)
played pool for an hour ($6)
dinner-ate pizza( $5)
-fries( $3)
-drink( $1)

Our outing for a day is less than $20. much much lesser than most people's restaurant's bill. I told boyfriend that if we eat restaurant's food and watch movies and go shopping every weekend, it will amount to $100++. If one weekend we save $80, then one month we save $320, then one year we will save about $4000. Supposedly, we plan to get married in 6 years time, we will save $24ooo. Then, we can use this money for a lot of stuff like travelling and marraige stuff. Perhaps is still quite early to start saving, but it's always early than to be late.=/

One last thing, I will marry Darling in six years time.

RED

Sometimes i think that having family members by my side is more than anything. Well, there is always an exception to everything. More commonly, girls are usually closer to their mum and yes, no doubt it may be true.But the fact that, my mum only pampers my youngest sister. She always gets the attention in the family just because she is the youngest. Undeniably, I do get jealous and envious at the same time , which in turn making me vent my anger on my youngest sister. After a while, when i try to put myself in my sister;s shoes, I feel that she is so innocent. I having been working since march till now. . I only get to go out during weekends cos ' my friends are all working and my dear boyfriend is in the army.
My mum yelled at me just now'' Everyday go out, keep going out. Getting wilder and wilder.''
I mean FINE, what's the big deal. I'm not a baby any longer. I'm al;ready 18 yrs old. Can i have some freedom. Worse still, what she states is not true. I do go out only on saturdays. What the hell. it's damn sickening. if she can't go out, why doesn't she let me go out. I feel like a trapped bird that is under tight surveillance.

Reunited

today evening, I went to find my beloved darling. He's out for 2 days from camp. Last time POP at pasir ris then now , to the other extreme end of singapore. JURONG. Supposed to meet darling at 5.30pm, but in the end he came out earlier at 5 pm. But lynnette is smart enough to cab down. Boon lay somemore. So clever. What to do( darling's fav phrase)...cannot possible make my darling wait.Every minute with him , to me.only. is very precious. Well, that's so because i've recently chanced upon a cliche sentence'' you will learn to treasure something only if you've lost it.'' Not that I am going to lose him, but learning to treasure him more so that OUR relationship will last forever. Yes, baby . You heard me . I just said forever.


I am thankful that I've found my the other half. Some people may take a few months, few years, or even a few decades to find theirs.Well, For lynnette lian, it just took her a hug. Why did I all of a sudden made such a decision? some may be a little stunned and aghast. But nonetheless, I think that's unnecessary to be surprised of.



I know all girls would want a perfect boyfriend and years to come , a future husband.

Perfect husband: he's super rich$$$$$, handsome, nice bod, big muscles, gives girlfriend flowers, buys her dress, gives her presents(expensive ones), buys her dresses, pays for her expenses. Well, I do envy all those but i can do without it. It's not a must but it'll great if he possess these qualities, but it's alright if he doesn't.


I chose him because he fit the bill. . Simply a countryside girl's mindset. Someone to love me wholeheartedly and to have a happy family.He must bring me on a trip at least twice a year because he must know that i love travelling.

back from holiday

Lynnette and her beau is back from their holiday. Well, i think our vacation is just toooooo short. It's like barely a week and we're back on the singapore soil. But, i am still contented with the mere 6 days spend with my dearest boyfriend. We went to both hongkong and taiwan.But no matter where we go, so long as he is always beside me,loving me , pampering me and hugging me. I feel really regrettful and crestfallen during the post-taiwan trip. That's because, when i wake up in the morning and turn to lie on my side...but i don't get to see Mr Darling. All I can feel is a wrench in my heart.

All i want to do is just to be in the arms of Sergeant Ng.

BMTC graduation

Today, my boyfriend has completed yet another stage of his life. Well, I promised him that I will go down to support him at Tekong. Though , it was raining, my promise to him still kept me going no matter what. I really pity these NS men, it takes like 1 1/2 hr to get you from Pasir Ris mrt station to the other island 5km away from mainland. Quite troublesome. =/ Boyfriend is from ' ORION Company' . I saw a couple of familiar faces from SA, the world is just so small. Embarked on Tekong at 2.40pm and everyone had to be at their seats till 4pm before the ceremony officially commence. Time seems to pass extremely slow during this period. Finally, the moment has arrived and ORION company was to first to march out. Really , I swear that i had a hard time trying to find boyfriend cos each company has about 100 people. As you know, army guys are almost replica of one another.Botak and the black mugger specs. Squinting my eyes to observe them was the answer.Well, having been together with him for 17 months, it was a pretty easy-difficult task. OXYMORON.

Still, I am proud of him. He looks so smart in his uniform and charismatic. But i musn't let him hear what i've just said or he will get smug about it.

Fri afternoon-release of A level results at 2.30pm. Me and boyfriend reach there at 2.45pm but we weren't the last few. still got slower ones. =/Top scorers are the usual faces, as expected. Boyfriend and I agreed to get our result slip then off we go. So we just TAKE. SEE. LEAVE. Counted our points and both of us qualify for university admission. =) Then gave us some goodie bags with lotsa catalogues in there, super heavy. Told boyfriend that i want to go home and put my things down first. Mummy talked to boyfriend and she was happy for dunno whatever reason. My result was'' broadcasted'' to my entire extended family within 30 mins. Pretty efficient. It would really be a waste of my mum's talent unless she has a stake in the media.
Boyfriend said want to catch a movie near town but i declined cos i know that fri as usual, crowds and crowds again. *rolls eyes*.So stayed at boyfriend's house a lil' while and talked to his mummy.Served the internet and grab the NEW ribena drink. The one on the advertisment when the blackcurrent and lemon started to dance together to indicate a mix of bot flavours. The creator of this advertisment has TRIED to think out of the box.No movie. So just shopping. I mean window-shopping. From Chinatown to suntec city, walked there by foot. Not that far though, just 30 mins.Boyfriend and I dressed as though we just came back from a tan at Sentosa. Who cares. Singapore's weather is HOT. So we have to MInd our dressing when we're out in the sun. Ate Shihlin street snacks for dinner. Lobster Mee-sua, tian bu-la and XXL chicken cutlet. Hardly both of us could finish. Boyfriend claimed that the auntie who served him thinks that he's handsome and suave , which explains for the huge serving.
Met Red, Mingde,Bang and Mei at citylink. The six of us stood in the middle and blocked the huge crowd flow.didn't really bother thou. When boyfriend sent me home, daddy saw him.Hai...Daddy is just so fierce-looking but he is just the perfect person to talk to.

Well, the week ahead is gonna be fufilling.=)
Mon-going to cousin's house
Tues-Boyfriend's POP at Tekong
Wed-Out with my mum
Thur& Fri-M'sia
Sat-Nus Open house
Sun-Prepare for Hols trip

New motivation

yeps. teacher for a whole full week. Quite slack but stressful when it comes to lessons. Must recall certain secondary school stuff. Not too bad thou. I started to plan our budgetised trip after the post-March holidays cos it's non-peak period. Heh, cos cheaper.=)I called like 8 travel agencies to compare prices. In the newspaper, it stated from $498 but when it comes to the actual sum, it amounted to about $750. you heard me right. The $498 excludes airport tax. In addition to it, it's a budget carrier not singapore airlines. damn expensive. Not worth it. Went down to Chinatown with boyfriend to check out prices on Sat. Then like at Expo, having some NATAS travel fair,those travel agents say ''seats going fast''. boyfriend and I were quite tempted to book the tix cos it's kinda cheap to fly to Hk and Taiwan at 800 plus. only after a day, that is Sunday, did we confirm our booking. Yays. We've decided to book before the week end be.cause we are going to collect our A level results soon. Real soon. This Fri, scary.=(

Yes, last week, quite sian. Mon and Tues slacked at home but at least i achieve some result of widening (I seemed to be some agency ambassador) up my eyes and search travel ads for hot deals and cheap offers for some short getaways. Discussed with boyfriend and contemplated on going to either bangkok, the land of thousand smiles or either Taipei cos we haven finish walking and eating the city's glamours and pride. But boyfriend say not to plan too much cos he cannot confirm whether he can apply leave or not. This time round, it's not the monetary issue but the permission to leave the country. So everyday when i go to work, my motivation that pushes me on is the lump sum of money that i'll spend with the salary made. Well, i got the payslip or also known as the receipt of my salary. Taken a lil' aback by the statement. Imagine if your salary for the month is $1000( Random figure), CPF deductions is $200. So take home pay is like a meagre sum of $800. then minus away transport ,food an clothings. What am i left with? Might even have a negative sign. =/

Well , this week Lynnette is back at outram. Receive quite a heart-warming welcome by my students. Miss some naughty students who are quite bratty but cute though. It's only the start of the week and I'm like restless.Maybe because of some personal problems, perhaps haven seen boyfriend for near 2 weeks or likely he A level results are soon to be released. Not too sure how I will fare .*shrugs* I don't demand Straight As but at the least to be able to enter university and a course of my choice.

So many happenings this week. First my eyes were a lil' swollen and puffy as a resut of wearing my specs for too long hours. Went to Xinhua Pri sch on mon and today(thurs) and tues at sajs. Well , i must say that students at Xinhua Pri sch are very mature. They seriously don't look like primary school kids. Well, i taught pri 4 and 6 on mon. Not so much happening on Mon. but Today. V Day.Thurs. I receive lotsa cards and presents from them. though it's my first time seeing these primary 2 students, they behave as Young adults. Had a great time with them. It's not so stressful here in Xinhua here cos the time-table given to me have some breaks here and there. one thing, the teachers here are very sweet and nice people to talk to. That's attributed to the fact that I saw my primary one teacher here. She's still the same, as happy as ever.
On the contrary, there's one school that I went to is quite mean though. Lessons all the way from 7.30am-1.30pm, and only a half-an hour break interval. The admin clerk who phoned me in the morning at 7.10am then expects me to reach their school in 30 mins time. That's like totally being unreasonable . Aask me to wear my pyjamas there???!! Brainless. I'm like quite upset about it and just at the top of my head when come to mention her EXPECTATIONS. Recounted to my mother and she said don't be bothered by that woman's attitude.

Well, today's valentine day. But no date for me. Cos my date is in the army camp. *shrugs*
Wait for Sat.

New year is fun cos Boyfriend gets to come back from Tekong. And when I went over to his house, saw his water bottle that he uses in army. Huge i must say. He claims that he drinks a few bottles of these ech day. Well, he's becoming a water tank.During the first 2 days of new year.It's alright,cos i broke the tradition. On the second day of new year, didn't really go visiting. Went Out with boyfriend. Heh. So happy as can be.


Weekend was out with my family. Treated them to buffet because haven't treated them since i earned my first pay.now negative value=/Mum said wanted t go River Angpao there and see God of Fortune.


My horoscope-Snake


God of Fortune


Mummy and me beside the willow tree


My little sister analysing her horoscope


Hope this week will pass fast.Sat quick come!!

Boyfriend is the best

Oh my pretty pretty boy
I love you Like I
never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need youOh my
pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

Lovesick

Once I ended school yesterday, i felt dizzy. Went to the salon to change my hairstyle cos got kinda bored of my previous messy and dried, grassy type of hair.Spent 5 hours in the salon during which my students came to give me a present which i will treasure it . Really meant what i say. Specially mention them, in particular Louisa, Elaine, Abigail and Shu-en. They drew to express their emotions to me on leaving Outram. That's really sweet. My heart totally melted. Had a high fever last night. Boyfriend called me and he claimed that i was love-sick. But i disagree cos i think i ate the wrong food.
Today at St's Andrew secondary school. I'm back at my indirect alma mater. I'm a Saint afterall. UP and ON!!School's pretty boring cos today i didn't teach at all. Yes, a relief teacher indeed. No lessons. Paid to serve the internet and watch videos. what a good job.=)The admin person told me that boys are real cheeky and i've got to watch my skirt.

If outram asks me back, i'll give a second consideration.=)

Last day in outram

It's the start of the new week. but my contract in outram ends today. Though today is the last day, but i feel alright. No sense of longing for the school but just some of my students. On a happy note, i went out with boyfriend just right after he booked out on friday. The moment he was released from the clutches of tekong, he went straight back to his home to unload all those heavy green sacks and bags. Me , went to his house in the evening. At that instant when i saw his dark skin tone, my heart sanked. That's because he must have marched under the sun for hours every single day. But no choice.That's army life.We are of 2 contrasting colour, white and black. No offence to anyone. He secured me by surrounding me with his arms and he got Bigger. He was not only physically fitter but stronger as well. I could feel the HUGE bulch on arms. He's great. I'm so proud of my boyfriend. Went to eat at a fast-food restaurant because i know that boyfriend has not tasted such ''heavenly delicacies'' for a long time. This is the first time since we stayed in a fast-food restaurant for almost an hour and a half. Woo~! we enjoyed the yummy spicy tender drumstick powdered with some chilli flakes on the surface of the crispy skin.enjoyed my dinner with boyfriend cos i haven't had a decent meal with him since 2 weeks .

Sat- Went to toa payoh with boyfriend to eat Sakura, some kind of international buffet. There were quite a number of kiasu people who took mountains of food piled up on the plate. I mean like the food seems to be collapsing. Boyfriend took all types of cakes and ice-cream of all flavours but in lil' portions . We spent 2 hours sampling all the palatable food. Woo~!Walked around the whole toa payoh to digest our food.
then we happened to pass by an X shop which had a celebrity inside. Then the heartlanders were like creating a commotion outside.Trying to peer through the blinds of the window. Boyfriend and I couldn't be bothered so walked off and decided to proceed to Chinatown. We remembered to tap out card cos we no longer enjoy the student concession fare.=( kept walking and walking so i was thirsty, then boyfriend suddenly had a craving for slurpy from 7-eleven. Then i kept insisting that there isn't any 7-eleven in sight at all in the heart of chinatown.

BF: What if I can find one leh?
Me: Hmm, i'll grant you a wish (i was absoulte sure that there is not 7-eleven)
Bf: I think near OG there has one.

.......(walked to OG)

Me: I don't see one( me glanced through the whole street of chinatown)
Bf: Doyou see the 3 colour-stripe shop. Green,yellow and orange.
Me :uh...(stammers) nnnnoooooo. I don't seee oooone... (hums and haws)

this result of losing the bet was okay.

The last time when i claimed that there isn't a charles & Keith shop at Plaza Singapura. In the end, what happened. Me had to do a dare. Outside the charles and keith shop, right outside KFC, near the escalator where there was an endless crowd .Mind you, that was a SAT. The couple locked their lips at that spot.It wasn't really that scary. Well, those stares by the on-lookers didn't bother me much.

Boyfriend stated,'' It's perfectly normal for a couple to kiss, but wierd for those who doesn't.''


Morale of the story : Nevcr to make any bet with boyfriend cause You will end up losing



well, time files and it's obvious to say goodbye.
3 1 /2 weeks in outram just like that
happy are those with good students
bad are ones that are rebellious
Presents are ultimately what most students want
but nonetheless there's still a lil' fun
No doubt the kids are still young and punk
there will be at least once when they face the music
with a look of stunned
chasing after homework day by day
cos i'm taking ministry of education's pay

the week ahead is just going to be so busy like a little bee. So cliche. During the weekend, it was qite meaningful as i spend my time shopping presents for SOME of my beloved students. I mean SOME. not ALL. Yea, some students can be super Attention seeking but as the principal had said . '' NO CAPITAL PUNISHMENT'' which also means no laying fingers on them and no hurling of abuses as them as well. After 2 weeks in school, i can almost remember all my students except just a handful. and there's this particular student of mine who is really a mischievous brat, but he;s really smart just lazy that's all. he puts one of his feet up on the chair during lessons like a rishaw-fellow. but he will try ways and means to cheer me up when i'm upset with the class whenever they made me angry. He's like my temporary boyfriend. No particular meaning. he's only a sec 1 kid) boyfriend won't be jealous...

actually, i think in the year 2008 is and confirm an inflation year, which is true. It is obviously true that all the prices of most things in singapore has risen by a bit. Well, if these little things addd up, it will be a huge sum for us to withstand the pressure of not having sufficent money to spend.even a 2 brands of prices of bread has got gone up by a wee bit of 30 cents. the only thing that remains unchanged is my salary. i would hope and try to get a new job after my teaching. a new environment for me , different people and different salary . That is. Getting my 1st salary this week. but ..20% goes into CPF, which means nett saving is lesser. well, i try and MUST save money which i did. I planned to give partial of my salary to my dad for supplying me with the transportation fees and expenses for the first month. I planned to give my family a treat as well.This weekend will be going out with boyfriend.
now, looks like the debit is more than the credit side.=(But that's only TEMPORARY.

2nd week in outram

the 2nd week is outram is really horrendous that makes me feel like breaking down. Classes that i went to in the 2nd week , most of the students misbehave in class and disrespectful towards me. But then again, when they are not in class, that means their leisure time, they will be courteous to you and say,''oh hi cher''. Okay. I get the idea. maybe, i'm not feeling well this week due to certain reasons like ''nostalgic bt school days and being lonesone in the world of myself and me. that's becos of boyfriend. The students do scold vulgaraties in classes and play with poker cards . some were even fumbling with the rubics cube and they claim with teirso-called logic that they are training their brain intellectually. *Rolls EYES*. WHATEVER.However,if boyfriend teaches in the same school as me. That will be a totally different story. I guarantee. My life is like teach, eat sleep.Teach ,eat and sleep.it's only the 2nd week and i'm getting sick of the environment that i'm presently in now. I want to change a new environment. SJI and SAS, SAJS called me. But i haven decided to take on which job till my contract n outram terminates by the end of january.Totally enough of work.
Talk about my love life.Everynight, around 9-10pm, i will just hold on to my phone wherever i go and whatever i do, i'll take a short peek to check if he did call. That's natural for all the girls whose boyfriends are being held in the island of palau tekong. then what do i do in the day? hmm, i just stare at my phone and start msging to my boyfriend and yep. I love him to the max. No reason for the unlimited love as i have plunged into the abyss of love. I still can remember the times when the fame of love just started burning. it's a totally different type of love as now. the love that he has showered upon me is priceless and tangible. But to me, nothing is comparable to his love for me . not even anything i can even think of.All these thoughts just come to me without anything reason. There's this student of mine who is quite irritating at times and i shall not mention. his behaviour just totally...totally CMI. I AM ssssooooooorrry(sacarsm), but i can't help it. Okay, that's pretty enough of whining. But there's quite a few sec 1 student who said that boyfriend and me are a PERFECT MATCH.=) Well, those could be just a mere words to some but to me, that just brightens my day when he's away from me.=/. 7 days more till i get to meet the soul of my life.

1 week as a teacher

it's been a week that i've been a teacher in Outram Secondary School. At first, i thought outram was a school with a lot of mischievous rebellious kids. But it turned out to be almost on the contrary. well, the kids are not defined as mischievous. they are just exuding their nature of being children as very enthusiastic about everything. I feel very warm and welcomed by the students especially. Every corner of the school that you are at, no matter what they are doing,like queing up at the canteen.they would smile at me and greet me. That's very nice of them, and that's what push me on to be a teacher.
They have superstars in their schools ,i assure you. There are students looking like jay chou and Wang lee hom and even christopher lee. School is really fun being with these children. i like them*. Yep. Well, there's only a certain group, because i only know this group of people when i take them for relief lessons. i hope in the coming days in Outram, I'd have more chances to be with the other students of the school .Woo~! The OUTRAm SEC SPIRIT.Oh yeah, and one thing. The principal is also excellent. she's really firm but also humurous at times. She's an outgoing person, and seems that not only is she well-liked by the staff but students as well. It's not that i'm like por(bootlick) her,but all i can say is. Be a staff/ student under her and you'll now.

Lessons in school is quite a pricky issue.That's because my students hardly pay attention to me. They usually ask me irrelevant stuff like what's my age, where am i from. Do i have a boyfriend..stc Hah. Gotcha. I was once a student myse;f so i know what they are up to. I know they are trying to waste time so there's no need for lessons.Imagine students adding me on MSN and friendster. Woah, really like friend. But that's okay. hmm, i will always think that if you regard someone as a teacher, there's always a barrier that obstructs us from knowing one another better. Enough of school stuff.

Heard from Boyfriend that he's not feeling well. Yes, i am aware of iti miss him a whole lot . Pray that he recovers soon.

day 1 of army

today i'm really sad. Cried like 3-5 times yesterday .that's because boyfriend is entering army. Yes.Tears flowed and welled up just at the edge of my eyes without me even feeling it. Boyfriend just used his fingers to wipe those li' naughty droplets that seemed to be bullying me. i couldn't control myself. although, i 'll be seeing him. but i just want to blogabout it. not because i want to et the whole world know, but because i'm sad.i have no one else to talk to except boyfriend. but now he's not around for the next fortnight. the internet is my listening ear. You people are my listening year. Now i have relised, how much am I attached to him. Well. Those tears just wouldn't give in to me.

It will be 2 whole weeks before I'll get to see you again.I'll really miss you every second, minute, days. Before 9 jan, i would always have something to look forward to that is to see you right after school. But now, when you enter into the army barracade, those fences seems to be holding us apart. i mean the longest time that we didn't see each other was 10 days. the longest time that we didn't spoke to each other was 5 days. Well, these 14 days will be an ordeal for us.=/It's not as though you're not coming back , but then it's like i will not be used to it.

This will be a growing stage for us and a test of our love.

I am confident that we'll last forever.

Rain Poem

You held me tight as we walked in the rain.

as the showers poured in vain.

The umbrella covered us
together we walked till dusk

You turned me around to look into your eyes
but i was so shy to hide away like mice

We kiss passionately by the road
with stares in all directions by folks

But we continued in our own world
when folks created a stir

It didn't matter whether we were drenched
but how much each other could sense

As it was the happiest day of our lives
perhaps the rain was a blessing in disguise

FREEZE TIME

it's time to blog again. It's been a tiring week. i spend only 2 days teaching in a primary school, XISHAN PRI. the school is not bad, but it's a bit of ULU, a small place in yishun.Well, the teachers there, my colleages are alright, some are very warm and friendly but some are just DAO-ing. Sianz. But my pay was 65 a day, and as amusic, social studies and art teacher. So ironic rite? I dun study music and art but yet i teach them.I only have a few lessons a day.So the job is preety easy. But there is one sacrifice. I have to wake up at 5 every morning. So I quit cos my eyebags were begging me to let them off.My boyfriend is realy sweet, he came to fetch me after school yesterday. He was like saying that the school uniform is kind of 'UNIQUE'. I can't agree more. He was complaining that then school is not very developed and the canteen food, is not in particular appetising though was cheap. He said he felt tall seeing all those kids running past and sitting near him , towering over them made him like a giant. Heh=)

LAter me and boyfriend went to Toa payoh and ate long john. I lost a bet to him and we did something awkward but exciting outside LJS. We went on to Chinatown and was drenched in the rain though we had an umbrella. Well, the stupid umbrella was Spoilt. So , we ran in the rain together. Many people were looking, but we cont'd.=)

A new year, well that means NEW resolutions
First-To improve myself and become a better person both inside and out.
Second-All relationships with my boyfriend, family and friends remain well =)
Third-To earn more money**
Fourth-travel to more countries

I simply do not know why my mother will not let me get a job. She deem that a job must definitely be a PROPER job, that means a teacher. She forbids me from getting a job as a receptionist, waitress, promoter. I mean, what's the big deal rite? She say jobs like these are underpaid which i somehow beg to differ in someway or the other. I do know that some of my friends who are paid 10 bucks an hr as a waitress in some English restaurant at orchard where they are dressed up as palace maids. My mother doesn't put herself in my shoes, unknown of the fact that a relief teacher job is not a three-full-term job, it's a day-to-day basis. In this case, i'll have to sit by the phone and wait for it to ring. That's like a retard. Whatever it is.

She says that ''time is precious, i'd rather you use the time to upgrade yourself than to be underpaid''.

Boyfriend's mum is far more understanding and is totally on the contrary . Auntie feels that instead of idling our time away, we should get a job. Not only to keep ourselves occupied but to also earn some income. I can't agree more with it.I feel really sad. I want to get myself a job. i want to know what is like working in the society. Why doesn't she give me a chance to experience it. That's pretty annoying but there's nothing i can do. That's because she's my mother and i'll have to listen to her for the rest of my life.=/