day 1 of army

today i'm really sad. Cried like 3-5 times yesterday .that's because boyfriend is entering army. Yes.Tears flowed and welled up just at the edge of my eyes without me even feeling it. Boyfriend just used his fingers to wipe those li' naughty droplets that seemed to be bullying me. i couldn't control myself. although, i 'll be seeing him. but i just want to blogabout it. not because i want to et the whole world know, but because i'm sad.i have no one else to talk to except boyfriend. but now he's not around for the next fortnight. the internet is my listening ear. You people are my listening year. Now i have relised, how much am I attached to him. Well. Those tears just wouldn't give in to me.