This is for Mr boyfriend and this song is also meant for him. (close the pop-up @ top right-hand corner if no image)

I know you are going into army in no more than 2 weeks which makes me feel sad. But I will not keep saying it, instead it evoked a sour feeling that is indescribable. I do wish to spend time with you everyday from now till the day to come, but some things i can't control because of restrictions which are set by you-know-who. Well, I don't know if you will really miss me when you enter Army or you will just think of me for the sake of it that's because sometimes when you say it , i'm not sure if you're joking and laughing about. But i hope it would be the former.I know you are well aware of certain traps around that i may simply fall into when you're not there to keep a lookout for me. You even said that if the trap is 'good', just stay with it. But FYI you actually pierced my heart with a dagger obliviously.You should have more confidence in yourself my dear boy.

Everyone got to grow up one day, and i hope that Army will put you through this test of maturity and self-confidence. I am aware that everyone has got a child in them, but childishness will reduce the level of security that I get from you.But I don't expect you to change cos that's who you are.=)

Lastly,I really treasure the moments we had together so far...