Tormented

yesterday and today, i've been planning for the holidays ahead of me. How should i spend the december holidays before boyfriend gets into ARMY. Yep. But then, next week is family week which i quoted from my mum '' Cast aside all your appointments and outings. just this week for the family.''
That means i won't get to see my boyfriend for about 9 days. I know that's short in comparison to a month or even a week. But somehow, 9 days is a long period in particular because when he steps into the army compound, how often can we go out? But no choice. Empress Dowager has given the order, i have no other choices but to accede to her request. Well, it's been a long time my family and i have had a holidays since our hectic lifestyle when everyone is busy with school and work.
I know that boyfriend is feeling sad about it , though he have not said it, i can sense the tone in each word. That's because all going-to-be NS guys would want to spend more time with their loved ones and complete stuff which are deemed incomplete. That's why i should spend more time with my boyfriend.But again
Sigh...

But i can assure the following 2 weeks will be an exciting one.A fantastic one .I hope.